Monday, February 26, 2018
It’s been almost a week since you’ve been gone and it still feels unreal. As we clean out your house it doesn’t even feel like you’re gone, it feels like we’re packing your stuff up to move but just getting rid of a lot of stuff. I miss you. I keep thinking of old memories and going into certain stores or seeing certain things remind me of you. You were the one i could always vent to and ask for advice. I hope i can heal this hole that has been ripped a bit inside of me, but only time can heal. It’ll never be fully repaired because you were important in my life. I know i didn’t call as much as i should or come visit as often, but you have always been there in my life and i’m glad i had 20 years with you, i just wish there was more time. I know you will hopefully be watching over me, even though you’re not here anymore, your spirit is and so are the memories i have of you. I love and miss you grandma.
